Saturday, December 12, 2009
6:34 PM
I gotta have all my attention,
however forever is all a prevention,
I know you`re a evil or devil.
Actually the same if thinking in another way...
Forever, However, Wherever is everything Whatever,
Since i never said it`s brainless but it`s meaningless,
And the what is just what but if
in another way ,
i know today is everything but forteen
My finger it`s pink and you`re blue..
and they are white cause just everyone is just not the same ..
SO prove me in, get you out
forever is just a lie,
trust me once again;
and say i hate you for nothing,
we can just go with a reason
something cause of something
Do you get what i mean ?
i know u don`t .
But i hope the star shine at me in this minute,
Cause i gonna let the lie shine on me
This is real , This is true
Since Forever is a lie,
Forever does not exist ...
Will you ever notice me...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
4:49 AM
How ignorant can stupid be?
When the obvious is viewed,
But ignored by lapses of humility!
And not a shred of evidence connects,
With a common sense commonly shown.
And railroaded by a 'leadership'
Prone to catastrophes condoned.
Shoo-ed away by the moaning drones,
Of its own kind who tune in!
Perhaps the senseless believe,
A bird can fly without wings.
And yet
Without regret
Every cent spent...
Is wasted to teach it how to sing,
While mounted on the backs
Of those oiled and splattered on rusted tracks...
And running fast.
To give a fowl lasting reason,
To stay motivated in uplifted sight,
And song!
Aloft...
Focused
In enthused ambition.
Without recognition of origin...
Or if it belongs at all in flight!
Will you ever notice me...
4:44 AM
Days before he left, I imagined how it might be
When he left, how we would part,
I wanted to say I would miss him
After all two months together is a while,
I wanted him to know
I looked up the word 'miss' in the dictionary
Just to be sure,
Skuchat, it said,
Then my thoughts turned to just how we
Would say goodbye
Could I not hug him, I so wanted to,
I so wanted him to hug me, hard,
Not a handshake like times past
When so much more needs to be said.
I wanted an embrace, to feel his arms around me
So to the dictionary again – obnimat,
Hug me, I would say in his language
Was that too much to ask?
The time came for him to go,
I hung around outside in the garden
Loitering, waiting, hoping to set the
Seal on these fleeting months
Something to send him on his travel with,
God knows when I would see him again
Out he came, spick and span
A beige t-shirt and perfect jeans
Just then my schoolmate came and met me.
He said goodbye to him, shook his hand,
And I turned to him, hesitant,
Not knowing what to do,
And in the end I just said
Goodbye
Will you ever notice me...
4:36 AM
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
Will you ever notice me...
4:34 AM
How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,
I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,
It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,
I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,
But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,
I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,
I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,
Smile for the sake of a smile,
Smile for the sake of happiness,
Smile for the sake of life,
Smile because of hope left in life,
Smile my friends,
Smile for me my Love,
Smile those same sweet smiles,
Smile so the world can be a peaceful dove..
Will you ever notice me...
4:29 AM
I don't understand the way the life goes...
Sometimes we bow in front of it and sometimes in front of us it bows,
I don't understand the way the life goes...
To share in life we meet friends,
We enjoy a lot until they leave us,
New friends come with lot of fun;
But leave us leaving the memories,
Sometimes of happiness and sometimes of sadness, plants it grows
I don't understand the way the life goes...
To learn in life we meet our teachers,
They teach and develop our features,
They try to make us good citizens,
And because of them we stand,
Sometimes on feet and sometimes on toes,
I don't understand the way the life goes...
Parents are God's precious gift,
They take our care & give us a lot of love,
They leave us one day just with tears,
Memories spent with them are unforgettable,
God takes our god from us that is unforgivable,
Sometimes of marry and sometimes of sorrow it shows,
I don't understand the way the life goes...
Will you ever notice me...
4:23 AM
The stars are falling on my head
And the moon laughs at my pain
Thunder rumbles at me in anger
And I'm stomped on by rain
My fingertips become raw
And all emotions have dissolved
Tears and tears, then some more
all the problems, nothing's resolved
The thing I do for you
You don't seem to notice or care
I miss all those times with you
And now I'm just scared
Scared fate might be a mix up
Please don't ever let me go
The thought of you with someone else
It's a feeling I never want to know
Everything can change in just one moment
Nothing ever stays the same
The world's one continuous motion
Life's nothing more but a game
nature also hurts humans that
you listened how cruel is nature
may some people harm you but
do you ever think about your protectors? nature
Will you ever notice me...
4:15 AM
Hidden in the hocus-pocus
lies the gift of double focus;
truths, when they’re no more than halves
should be doubled with your laughs.
If you’re proud to be a rebel,
let men hear your tenor treble.
Give them answers in quadruples
disregarding all your scruples,
knowing in the distance Hubble
sees the truth in space quintuple.
Some might wish to place a cordon
sanitaire around what Auden
thought was like Aladdin’s lamp,
but I think it’s wrong to cramp
any style that brings to light
meaning, gleaming in the night.
No, we must act like Aladdin,
turning midnight into matin,
while the truth, like forty thieves,
no man with good sense believes
till it’s focused, moral laser,
or a motto on a blazer,
say, discendo vinces omnia.
Wide awake, stamp out insomnia,
follow truth in your pursuit,
on the double-focus route
that you'll have to take to find it,
double-helix, and unwind it.
So, hidden in his hocus-pocus,
There lies the gift of double focus,
That magic lamp which looks so dull
And utterly impractical
Yet if Aladdin use it right,
Can be a sesame to night.
Auden wrote: “The one infallible symptom of greatness is the capacity for double focus.” He said that those who lack it are “half-men and half-women, the little either-or people, ” the same population that in “New Year Letter” are called “The either-urs, the mongrel halves / Who find truth in a mirror.”
Will you ever notice me...
4:12 AM
Don’t talk about the past but focus on your future
I would prefer to know about the previous
Relationship of the one “my one” and I would
tell him every thing about me.
I think its something that makes
us closer to each other.
Of course I don’t like to know the details
such as how much he loved
her or what he was doing to make
her happy or what ever of these details
because it will not help or do any
good thing to the relationship but
I would ask about how these relationships ended,
why and what he didn’t like about them.....
But after talking about such things
with your partner you shouldn’t be
judgmental and you should never
talk about it again, or listen to any
one else talking to you about it,
or use it against him / her someday
because that would break your partner’s
heart and he/she will never be honest with you again.
Just listen, take what you wanted to know,
and throw the story behind your back.
Just keep in your mind that it’s the past
and you are your partner’s present and future
and this is the only important thing now and forever.
I personally believe you should give
the second part as much information
as he/she plans to drag out of you.
If one needs to know the name of every
other gender person you talked to,
then squeeze your mind and remember.
If he/she only asks for headlines,
then go ahead and offer them but
spare him/her the details if he/she seems
not wanting to bother him/herself with the
details of a past history.
What I'm trying to say, let the other part decide
how much they want to know, and work accordingly.
Will you ever notice me...
