Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Saturday, April 24, 2010
8:22 PM

I can figure this out
You experienced smile
You have award the quality of smile.
Smile comfort the heart beat
You`ll touch the spirit of the world someday
Or it does n`t have anymore deal.


I guess, you experienced cry.
You make feel with the taste of tears
When it melt and aware the smell of tears
Your sound will mess up.
Emotion your world,
It just like a dog`s or a cat`s excrement
( scream i know it, say i hate it, i hate it. Don`t`ya ? )
Consume your heart with a second, a minute
You`re hiding a piece of an emotional tears.

Promise its just a situation involving deception,
Beautiful its tricky,
Influence to give up everything
Honestly
We both understand it clearly.
Undertakes,
That`s a only empty while paper.
However,
How long is your story go on,
I`ll still could n`t find a word of ending.
SO maybe its true,
Fart its the best situation of letting out of tears.


We were always lightning up to be a fool,
Could n`t conceal of sadness
That`s why when you feeling empty it have a word
" Cheer up "
And might smile brightly as smile could bring you on
Just keep your tears off
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Will you ever notice me...

7:36 PM

Dead star shine
Light up the sky
I'm all out of breath
Days go by
Give me a sign
Come back to the end
The shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever and ever
The scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies
Blackout the sky
Does anyone care?
In anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
I'm already dead
I'll rise to fall again

I can feel you falling away

If you show me the way
Forever and ever
The star will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun
God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun

I can feel you falling away


Give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Forever - and ever
The stars will remain

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, April 1, 2010
10:27 PM

Thanks for everything you taught me
Thanks for speaking my mind freely
Thanks for listening to what I've to say
Thanks for getting me through another day
Thanks for supporting me
Thanks for loving me
Thanks for lending me a hand
Thanks for being my friend
Thanks for your honesty
Thanks for letting me show the deepest part of me
Thanks for letting me know you will be there
Thanks for letting me know that you care
Thanks for the time we've spent
Thanks for the things you've said
Thanks for believing in me
Thanks for the cups of tea
Thanks for your patience
Thanks for our phone-conversations
Thanks for the music in my heart
Thanks for giving me a fresh start
Thanks for seeing me through
Thanks for saying I love you
Thanks for learning my boy to drink from a straw
Thanks for putting my feet back on the floor
Thanks for the necklace you gave to me, it means a lot to me
Thanks for the secrets you save for me
Thanks for your advice
Thanks for melting my ice
Thanks for letting me go
Thanks for letting me flow
Thanks for learning me to relax
Thanks for having great sex
Thanks for crying in your arms
Thanks for giving me shelter in your warmth
Thanks for the places we've been
Thanks for the things we've seen
Thanks for giving me inspiration
Thanks for your dissuasion
Thanks for your shoulder to lean on
Thanks for bringing me "home"
Thanks for your clarity
Thanks for your objectivity
Thanks for some of my dreams
Thanks for some of my fantasies
Thanks for your hugs and kisses
Thanks for opening on to some of my wishes
Thanks for sharing my thought with you
Thanks for the things we do
Thanks for reading my minds eye
Thanks for not telling me a lie
Thanks for understanding me
Thanks for not hurting me
Thanks for the butterfly's
Thanks for making me high
Thanks for the memories we have
Thanks for the laughs
Thanks for crossing my path
Thanks for your love
Thanks for whatever the future brings
Thanks for not putting me on strings
Thanks for making me bloom
Thanks for getting me over the moon
Thanks for letting me into your life
Thanks for not taking the dive
Thanks for being a light
Thanks for anything I forgot to write
Thanks for your trust
Thank you so much

Will you ever notice me...

10:27 PM

Thanks for everything you taught me
Thanks for speaking my mind freely
Thanks for listening to what I've to say
Thanks for getting me through another day
Thanks for supporting me
Thanks for loving me
Thanks for lending me a hand
Thanks for being my friend
Thanks for your honesty
Thanks for letting me show the deepest part of me
Thanks for letting me know you will be there
Thanks for letting me know that you care
Thanks for the time we've spent
Thanks for the things you've said
Thanks for believing in me
Thanks for the cups of tea
Thanks for your patience
Thanks for our phone-conversations
Thanks for the music in my heart
Thanks for giving me a fresh start
Thanks for seeing me through
Thanks for saying I love you
Thanks for learning my boy to drink from a straw
Thanks for putting my feet back on the floor
Thanks for the necklace you gave to me, it means a lot to me
Thanks for the secrets you save for me
Thanks for your advice
Thanks for melting my ice
Thanks for letting me go
Thanks for letting me flow
Thanks for learning me to relax
Thanks for having great sex
Thanks for crying in your arms
Thanks for giving me shelter in your warmth
Thanks for the places we've been
Thanks for the things we've seen
Thanks for giving me inspiration
Thanks for your dissuasion
Thanks for your shoulder to lean on
Thanks for bringing me "home"
Thanks for your clarity
Thanks for your objectivity
Thanks for some of my dreams
Thanks for some of my fantasies
Thanks for your hugs and kisses
Thanks for opening on to some of my wishes
Thanks for sharing my thought with you
Thanks for the things we do
Thanks for reading my minds eye
Thanks for not telling me a lie
Thanks for understanding me
Thanks for not hurting me
Thanks for the butterfly's
Thanks for making me high
Thanks for the memories we have
Thanks for the laughs
Thanks for crossing my path
Thanks for your love
Thanks for whatever the future brings
Thanks for not putting me on strings
Thanks for making me bloom
Thanks for getting me over the moon
Thanks for letting me into your life
Thanks for not taking the dive
Thanks for being a light
Thanks for anything I forgot to write
Thanks for your trust
Thank you so much

Will you ever notice me...

10:23 PM

Into the abyss, perpetual and torturous
The gallery of suicide, internal torment
Archaic carcasses, displayed degeneracy
Once within these walls a life of death will be unleashed
Forever dying are the dead, countless bleeding heads
Cadavers splattered red from the self-slicing of necks
Stenching maggot filled bodies, skulls and bones rot away
The slaughtered souls that chose to die, enveloped in death
Darkness is the only light, suicide the way
Hideous forms of human death, mounds of flesh slowly decay
Embrace the horrid nature, carnage on display
Pain never felt
Enslaved inside the massive grave
Life, evil fate
Only slaves to death can survive this place
Die, perdition
Penance in putrid decadence
Dead miscreants
Enter the decrepit necropolis
Lurid interment in the hellish abattoir
Impetuosity and horror, after-life is tortured
Entrails, guts, and blood is this museums decor
Blood, impiety
Chastened are the sanguinary
Purge, radical
They perish, the victims of vagary
Vile tragedy
With great vehemence the hapless dies
Kill, suicide
Serrated blades assist in destiny
Death opened the gallery
Sarcophagus
Ecstasy in suffering
Imprecation
Blood, impiety
Chastened are the sanguinary
Purge, radical
They perish, the victims of vagary

Will you ever notice me...

7:46 PM

The suicide note

the suicide note,
is hardest to write,
because you have to,
say goodbye,

Now this girl was stressed,
with bullies and boyfriends,
she hates to burn,
but her life was a thread,

now it's time to snip it,
here and now,
she wrote the note,
she didn't know how,

it said:
To my mother,
I love you so much,
To my father,
you too,
To all the haters,
Keep on hating me,
To my boyfriend,
Laters,
and this is a silent cry,
of a mistaken,
suicide butterfly,

will she see you in hell?
because her final trip out,
is leave the station...

she wants to give you a final good-bye...

Is suicide really suicide or death with a cause
I mean were not breaking any laws

You hate us because we’re different and we dress in black
Because we’re filled with emotion but in conversation we lack

These scar’s we make heal our pain
And stop us going insane

Better to make our blood drip then to spill the lot
Dying happy is fine but living depressed is not

But in the end the choice is yours
Is suicide really suicide or death with a cause


Barely understand
What seems so real
Sometimes I hurt myself
So I can't really feel
You want me with your tortured eyes
I want you with my mind
Here we are short of paradise
A drop of blood frozen in time

Save me, better save yourself
Your love is emotional suicide
Save me, better save yourself
Your love is emotional suicide

Now I stand alone in the heat of the night
Throwing stones at walls made of glass and red wine
I watch you sleep with an angel's kiss
I watch you wake cold with sweat
With my lips I slit your wrists
With your touch shake me dead


You love me with a pack of lies
I love you with my soul
Here we go on a lightning ride
I must admit
It's gettin' old

Save me better save yourself
Your love is emotional suicide

Will you ever notice me...