Wednesday, May 11, 2011
2:50 AM
Last night i heard my own heard beat beating
Sounds like foot step on my stair
6 months gone
I am still reaching
Even i know that you're not even there
Every time u stare
I will never anxious
I have been playing back memories
Thinking about everything we have been through
Maybe I have been going back lately
When the time stood still and i had u
Come back to me if this was a movie
Stand outside the rain till i came out
Come back to me if you just say a sorry
I know we can work it out somehow
But if this is a movie u will be here by now...
Its getting dark and
its too quiet
i can trust anywhere right now
and its coming over you like its a big mistake
Holding my breath won't lose you again
Something makes my eye so cold
Come on, dont leave me like this
I though i had you
Figure out,
Something gones,
Terrible wrong
You are all i wanted ...
Cant breathe whenever you are gone
Cant turn back
Now I am haunted !
Will you ever notice me...
2:41 AM
I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go
Away
Away?
I do recall now
The smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
I do remember
The swing in your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did
Because I love your handshake
Me and my fatherI love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and town
But I never planned on you changing your mind
So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Will you ever notice me...